I most struggle with confidence that I am being a "good
enough" Christian. With that comes
the thought of if I am a "good enough" wife and every once in a while
if I am a "good enough" friend.
If you asked my husband he could tell you that I often ask questions
pertaining to the fact of if I do "enough" or if he feels like I am a
"good" wife. Of course he
ALWAYS answers that he thinks I do MORE than enough and he doesn't know why I always
ask questions like that. You know what though;
my asking and his answers never seem to quench my feelings. It never fails that I will always seem to
entertain the thought again and ask the same or a similar question once more
thinking he may give me a more "honest" answer this time.
Why do I feel the NEED to be "good
enough", I do not know. I suppose
to know that I am accepted and that all that I do is pleasing to others but in
reality I know that what matters is what God sees in me. He sees my heart. What I should be asking is "are my actions continually glorifying Him?"
If I could find perfection I wouldn't need
Jesus. God's word tells me that I am a
sinner like all other humans. I may not
be perfect but I will always be "good enough" in His eyes. When I seek him and find that he is working
in my life I know that He accepts who I am and that He finds pleasure in seeing
me live my life for Him. Here are a few
scriptures I love. They remind me that when I seek Him and follow His path and if am working toward being who he made me to become I am "good enough."
For the Lord is the Spirit, and wherever the Spirit of the
Lord is, there is freedom. 2 Corinthians 3:17
God is my strong fortress, and he makes my way perfect.
2
Samuel 22:33
So we praise God for the glorious grace he has poured out on
us who belong to his dear Son. Ephesians
1:7
So when the devil throws me a "You aren't good enough,"
I will stand tall and say, "You know what, I am not. But I am loved by the ONE who is!"
Jamie this is so awesome! I always wonder if I am being "good enough." I let doubt whisper to me too many times that I am not. I love they way you put it though that if we were perfect we wouldn't need Jesus. Oh how I do need him! I could never survive one day without him. Thank you so much for sharing!
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